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In love?

"When I dont under stand anymore I will just pretend I do"

-Louis Rowe

Hali.....Hali.....That is all I can think about

Hali.....Hali.....What a buetiful word

Hali.....Hali.....Why wont you leave my mind alone?

I dont know anymore I was thinking About somthing, then you popped in my mind. I feel so much about you. You may call it a crush, but it isnt...I dont think. I feel attracted to you. I havent seen you for two months now, and I know we werent really friends. but, I think I will call you again. Just once, mabye twice(no promise though. Do you and I have anything in common?

could we risk being friends? Would it hurt your reputation? I dont care about mine, I"m just worried about yours. What will people think about you hanging out with a 'loser' or a 'skid'? Would it hurt you?

I dont know why I am writing this. I just feel called to do it. I was sitting in my room when I had the idea pop in my head. It wouldnt leave me alone, it wouldnt go away. but it was a good feeling.... it was somthing I felt like having to do.

I think I may be in love with you. The same way I am in love with Amy....I am sorry if this is a shock to you, but it is true. mabye when we talk to each other again, we may become friends. I will always have this urging at the back of my head to talk with you. Mabye I can make it go away. well, here is the main part of my message: Will you consider being my friend? IF yes, will you consider becoming closer than friends at sometime?

sorry

4:28 p.m. - 2001-07-09

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