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Christmas 2003

Im cutting again
the agony never ends
thought i was free to be
but i was wrong

Im cutting again
Tired of pretending to be myself
when myself is the person i most despise
ill just keep teaching myself these lies

Im cutting again
Swimming in a river of my blood
drowning in waves of depression
driven insaine by thoughts of love

Im cutting again
Trying to comprehend this world
if its what you make it, i must of made a mistake. Im a fake.

Im cutting again
Scared and alone
I have all i strived for
but yet its not what i want
i dont know what I want

11:46 p.m. - 2003-06-11

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