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Stalemate

Ive been listening to way much project 86....this song strikes home so well.... I love it....

its called Project 86-Stalemate...Of der first CD

I've sought so hard to attain this gain

now watch me give this ground away

what can I do but admit

I'm in over my head

colors fade from blue to dark red

backed into a corner by my choices

and I'm hearing those same dark voices

at the mercy of my desires

helpless trival I'm left with no defenses

stimulus repsonse repeated failures

I'm sick this sickness fills my senses

but despite my apparent loss

I see release this stalemate my peace

your wilderness is...

(3X)

stalemate

you can't move against me

stalemate

the walls built around me

and as this theme continues to follow close behind

I see so clearly

if I would only let go of my tendencies

then I'd know what it is to be free

I can't win when I indulge this fantasy

reduced as a pawn led to misery

"a little detour won't hurt

let me change you slowly

a moments pleasure, but you'll owe me"

all encompassing defeat awaits the day

I choose to plunge and embrace this nightmare

but the night has an end and I see you

and you see me as the dawn of the one who's adopted

my ailment, my sickess, my stalemate

reveals my blindness to my own condition

your wilderness is...

(3X)

stalemate

you can't move against me

stalemate

the walls built around me

(2X)

I'll still run away from

six seconds of defeat six years of agony

still stand at odds with

six seconds of defeat six years of agony

I'm senseless erode my senses

to fill my day with indulgence

which leads to my ongoing

I'll never look back

I'll never taste it again

I'll never stop

You can't stop me

5:56 p.m. - 2003-02-25

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