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----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Th3 p4zt y34r I find myself drifting to my past days....Reading old entrys...talking to old friends....Its pretty deprressing to think about how bad I was back then....Depressed....etc.... then I look back to this week...I realize how much i have lost over the last year..... I started to always fight with Britt, I think it has somthing to do with the fact that I have lost so much for her...given so much, then get nothing back for it.....But thats life, I can life with that, and I Forgived her...only if she is willing to forgive me... I lost Amy,,,She was one of my best friends of all time...I seriously fucking loved her....not in a relationship either...but then I lost her..... I'm losing Dana.... We used to always talk and shit, but weve grown distant... i wish that we could like we were in the day..... I lost Louis..... Kinda... We just started talking again...we see eachother occasionly in a moshpit here and their...I like him alot.... But also I have gained Friends... So Life is going for neither good or bad... I guess that I am in a Stalemate..in my life... a time that i can just sit down relax and think things over.... Peace 6:16 p.m. - 2003-02-25 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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