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----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- girl number 2 Calisha Intro: Wow, today was ok. I got Louis annoyed at me, I called him twice, oh well, sorry Louis. Today, I skipped gym and started to watch a movie at the youth shack. I took jordan for a slurpie, and we sparred a bit. Physical:what can I say? I have taken a new intrest in sword fighting.Acually any type of chinese/ japanise fighting I am going to join a karate club, and I am teaching myself new sword technics. It is so fun, I am building a wooden sword, and its handle will have the the japanise symbol of FAITH on it. I will add some pictures later. Emotional: I got high off myself today, AND I forgot to take my Celaxa.IN YOUR FACE LET ME SEE YOU DO THAT!!! Wow it was fun. As I promised I have added the scoop on Calisha. Sorry to do this to you Calisha, that is of course if you REMEMBER me. Spiritual:HAHAHAHA! JESUS RULES! MHWAHAHAHA! Yeah I am high on myself and Jesus. I am still planing on my clothing thingy again, and I am building an alter in my back yard (that would be two in total). Calisha: I have fell in love for the first time. It happened at a camp. There was this cool chick, who I met in school, but we never talked... Then at the camp, I got my first depression attack. I started to cry in the middle of the camp and noone new why. then I met her. Everyone was giving out their fake , but when she came she gave out her real sweet love. I refused it, of course. but then I started to recive it without showing it to others. my tent got flooded with water, so I went to sleep with the other boys. at four aclock in the morning, She and Jenna ran into the boys room, complaining how a gover burrowed into their tents. I pretended to be asleep when I heard Calsiha ask "how is daniel" Every one was quiet for a second, and my view on her was changed. I thought she was like everyone else, but I was wrong. From this camp I tried to commit sucide for the first time, and then after I started to talk to her abit. I got into fights all the time at school, but at home I could go on the internet and talk to her. But then I started to send out my death threats and I found out she didnt want me to. also, I found out that she liked me. not liked me but LIKED ME. I said I wanted to ask her out, but I said I wouldnt, in respect to her. After that, we got into arguments, then we fell apart...fuck I still wish we could be friends.Just friends.. anything than what we are right now 9:05 p.m. - 2001-06-13 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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