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bad morning

I just got up, I'm feeling horrble. Last night I went to bed after midnight, I have cuts all over my arm. I am wearing a bandage to cover them up, my dad hasn't noticed yet. I am wearing hoodies more and more often. They allow me to cover up my wounds,on my neck,and on my face. I will update this tonight when I come home

01:10 a.m.
I came home early today,I'm not feeling very good. My Idol is sick,she is under alot of stress,too much homework or somthing like that. Ive counted the cuts on my arm/hand.... 34 in total.By tommorow I will make it 134. Ive been very quiet lately, some chick was bitching about my posture yesterday...Then she hit me on the head with a fish food container..I think her name was Hali...Hali? If you know,tell me.

02:17P.M
I am going to make myself bleed
I'm going to cut myself and make myself bleed

02:54P.M
My head hurts abit I lost a bit of blood. It tastes good though. I have a big cut down the center of my face (any pioneer schoolers know why now) I love pain goodbye for today

07:46 a.m. - 2001-03-18

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